i forgot i had a blog
oops
I remember thinking I was never gonna get any roles and comments about my voice were worse back then.. I’m glad I didn’t give up, this is cool to look back on!! 🙂 I honestly like youtubing way more now too, and making music is incredibly fulfilling~
I have fleeting thoughts where I wish I never showed my personal life or my face or anything. When I see vtubers right now with high pitched voices being loved and happy and not stalked or hated as much as I was, I feel envious. I think little Lily would have liked that now. I think my mental health would have been better.
Despite all that… I still made it through and created lots of fun memories. ^_^ I hope I inspired or helped some girls along the way.
I don’t know if anyone even reads this but you know what! I’M GOING TO BLOG. I’M GOING TO WRITE DOWN MY FEELINGS! Maybe I can hone my writing skills so I can write that children’s book down the line.
Some day we’re all going to die and that’s just such a comforting thing to think about. No matter who you are, where you’re from, what you’re doing now…we’ll all meet death’s sweet embrace one day and there’s nothing we can do about it.
But before that it’d be cool if we could stop killing our oceans and shit and be a little nicer to everyone.
This is my first blog post. It’s 9 AM in the morning, and I haven’t slept yet. Why? Because I was streaming, of course! Gosh, how I do love streaming all night without sleep. After a certain point you can’t really notice the sleep deprivation anymore. You just keep going and going and going and going and going and going and going. Well, this is a fantastic website! It looks so nice! I’m not sure if I will write a lot of things here. Probably not, haha! But hey, I thought I’d write something here to fill up the emptiness. And a lot of people could fill up that emptiness inside them, but it’s hard. Sometimes.
Anyway, the melatonin is going to kick in any second now, so, have a great morning! Evening! Night! Day! Life! Whatever works!! ^__^ Everyone deserves to be happy and comfy! That’s my ninja way.