I have fleeting thoughts where I wish I never showed my personal life or my face or anything. When I see vtubers right now with high pitched voices being loved and happy and not stalked or hated as much as I was, I feel envious. I think little Lily would have liked that now. I think my mental health would have been better.

Despite all that… I still made it through and created lots of fun memories. ^_^ I hope I inspired or helped some girls along the way.